|—||Evanescence - Sick (via aidulin)|
is there a word for “i’m okay but it’s a fragile kind of okay so be gentle with me”?
it infuriates me when people tell me “lifes too short to not forgive people!” like NO lifes too short for me to continually allow abusive and manipulative behavior in my life and live in a constant state of anxiety bc I want to be “nice” or whatever
When I said I loved you,
I used to feel my entire body warm
And the warm flush in my cheeks.
My stomach would lurch and
My lips would twitch into an unwilling smile.
Now when I admit I loved you,
It’s through gritted teeth
While I try to blink back tears.
I swear my veins freeze over and
My entire body turns to ice.
|—||Winter // -STG (inksplatteredpages)|
|—||Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (via f-u-l-l-h-e-a-r-t-s)|